Morning weigh-in: 206.6
Breakfast: 3 scrambled eggs with cheddar cheese and 2 slices of bacon
Snack: a hefty handful of dark chocolate peanut m&ms and 2 chocolate macadamia nut cookies. 1/3 cup mixed nuts.
Lunch: leftover Chicken and Apples with sage and dried cranberries. Raspberry Carbmaster Yogurt
Snack: creamy peanut butter think thin bar
More Snack: summer sausage and cheddar cheese (3 slices of each) and a bite of banana. (Heather and I were again slated to have a late dinner tonight and I was feeling a bit hungry while Hannah had her dinner so I decided to eat some proactive protein.
Dinner: pork roast in the slow cooker. fresh broccoli. 1 glass red wine (Bluesman again).
Dessert: vanilla mousse (made with sugar-free fat-free pudding mix and heavy cream) with sliced strawberries.
Fluid Intake: 128 ounces (it’s been a long time since I got my full gallon in!)
Reflections: It felt really good when I stepped on the scale this morning and saw a noticible difference over the past two days. When I eat the way I know I need to eat I see results. It really is that simple. Why then, is it, that before 9:30 this morning I had grabbed a handful of m&ms and a couple of cookies? I ate them thinking, “what are you doing? you know better than this!” But, I ate them anyway. It was a struggle for me to recover after that and to be good for the rest of the day. Oftentimes when I lapse like that I adopt a “what the heck, I’ve already been bad today so I might as well indulge, I can be good tomorrow” attitude. However, I wanted to avoid that today. I knew that I’d be writing about my lapse and my (hoped for) recovery here and I found that helped keep me accountable. Hopefully, in coming days I’ll let that accountability stop me from indulging in silly frivolous sugars in the first place. I’ll be interested to see what the scale says tomorrow…